Vega Jean

Vega Jean Normandy "Not until we are lost do we begin to find ourselves. - Henry David Thoreau"

- Vega Jean/Logs

At the start Privileged? No, but my folks so full of expectations, is it any wonder they have a clinging disappointment with me? Wanting me to make a difference in the world, stay straight and all stuffy. Not me. I want them to just disappear and leave me the F@#K! alone. They don't get me. They don't understand me. My boyfriend they didn't like..Well, he is no fucking more now. All because I am not the person I used to be, living in the expectation and all that everyone around me held. Fuck them, fuck my hometown.. On the Road Never stayed in one place for long. Kept the dirt under the wheels and under my feet. Good ol' Ed gets me a hook in now and there when I need a job. Call him up, ask him what is up in town for a girl with a pretty face. Sure I've done a few sketchy things, but you know.. Not all of us have silver spoons to get us a foot in. Besides most of those posh places can't stand to have me. I upset the girls. Some say it is my good looks, but I know it isn't all truth. My saving grace on the road, and in town at least visit had been Tech n Token.. That boy can give me the hook ups when I need it. And has allowed me to open my mind more. Just a phone call away baby and you get the sweet fun treats for this girl. Present Came to Prospect, in hopes of finding something more than what I have had little success on the road. Looking for a place that I maybe can belong. A job. A roof.. Someshit other than what I've had. But so far, the parties have been fun. Deep down, I know there is more to myself, more to my being here. It will come out, eventually. For now, I remain lost. Who I know Sheltark [Sin with a Grin] Trusted in many ways, you have offered guidance when I was lost. You offered fun when there was need, but most importantly have had belief that while I am not a warrior, I have much to give. You have become my pillar. My mate. Venom Toothless I will call you. Far from it. I respect you. You listen to this wolf, and see potential. Wormwood Don't remember your name. I might remember your face, maybe... What you said was on the nail. I am not of anyone group, and I am trying hard to fit in somewhere. Van You have laid forth promise to me that I shall know the dance. While angry I was when you told me no more drugs.. It is your command that I thank you for. I need clarity. Harano Still trying to figure out all of you, to better understand. Carver Quiet, and yet, dominating. Ronni Sweet, hot mama sister, sweet sweet Shine. HOT baby! Hot! Zoe A sister. You have given me Freedom. Gray Worm I shared your first joint. You've learned some. Who I knew Darrel Darrel, Darren.. Here and gone, and back here again. You have led me to this path. The Three Heads You are my madness. My Bane. Work alone, together, or not.. Hearing what you do, tears me to shreds inside. Weorran The weaker of the heads, but seeks to work and please for all. Even if it is with my body. Rin The Dominant, Vile Snake who ruins all. Xiu Primal mind. The Killer within