 "It's taken me a lot longer to reclaim my body. To be comfortable in my own skin. Maybe I'll one day, reclaim my past. Or maybe I should just look to my the future?"- Liv "Oh poor child. I wish I could give you an answer... I wish I could tell you, to keep on to some hope... I wish I could lie to you... To tell you that even if you die here, they will leave your body alone... But no matter what happens... How bad it gets... I just keep smiling... Even when I run out of tears... And I have nothing left but a fake expression locked on my face... Cause thats how I want the world to remember me by... Nobody has to know you gave up or died on the inside... All they'll know is... All they'll remember you by is... That... smile." ~ Liv trying to comfort a new arrival to the Hive Breeding Pit~
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 Her name is Vicky Family Married to Lydia I stole her Medkit |
- Note 1: She seems very nice and gave me a ride home. She said she was a memory doctor and that her services were for free. I don't know if its working. But I trust her enough to keep trying. I took her medkit, sorry!
- Note 2: Vicky took me to a...'Wolf Preserve'? Not sure what is going on. I'm not allowed to go home now. They are trying to fix me and keep using strange words. I just smile, and don't want to disappoint them.
- Note 3: Vicky got married. I am so happy for her and Lydia. I keep forgetting they got married, but then I find wedding photos and sketches and I smile over and over again. Apparently I got upset, as no one told me they were a couple. I thought it was a double wedding, like best friends and then the grooms stood them up. I'm glad thats not the case! They look happy together.
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 Her name is Lydia Family Married to Vicky Acts like my Mom |
- Note 1: She likes to smell things a lot and acts a bit funny at times. She was very concerned about me and says she knows who my "family" is. Sometimes she just "vanishes" like a ninja. But I get a sense she is nice and just trying to be protective over me, like she wants to be my mom.
- Note 2: I don't want to write about this...but if I don't, I'll forget it happened. But they did something... Lydia and the other woman. It made me cry a lot. It tore at my soul and heart a bit. But I feel better, like they healed something deep inside. I think I slept peacefully that night for the first time in a very long time. Thank you. I might never say it... but thank you.
- Note 3: So Lydia and Vicky got married, and I caught the bouquet! I think Lydia tossed it right at me? She keeps talking about boys and finding me a guy with big muscles!!! Saying stuff that makes me blush in public, like "I need to find you a good mate, Liv". I think she wants to play my personal match maker. She is really sweet, but I might be undateable due to my medical condition. However, I don't want to let her down. She probably just wants a daughter of her own. I can try that role... I think it makes her happy.
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 His name is Chambers Associate Keep bumping into each other I remember his Eyes |
- Note X: He says we met somewhere before, in the forest or on a nature trail. I'm sorry I don't recall. But this time we were in a park. He seems really mysterious at times. Like there is something sad, he doesn't want others to see. Maybe I'm projecting myself on him. But he makes me smile, a lot. He is like a big tall lumber jack or teddy bear. But I think he would be really cute if he gave that beard of his a trim.
- Note X2: So I ran into my mysterious friend again, we met near the beach this time. I had my fishing pole and was sitting on the pier. I did not recall his name at the time, but I think I remembered your eyes!!! We talked about romance and whether or not if you believed in things like that. He gave me an answer I didn't quite like... I'm not going to write that down. It's ok though. I'm probably not suited for a relationship anyways... and it would take an incredibly strong person... like you said. However you can keep me company at any time Mr. Chambers, and you make me feel calm, and I hate to admit it, but I really like to look at your muscles. It's ok to have a crush, I think... and I know I shouldn't touch ...but is looking ok?
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 Her name is XXX ? Family ? Wolf Preserve She scares Me |
- Note 1: I don't know your name. And you might of confiscated my camera...? I feel nervous about you, like you make me feel as if, I did something wrong? But I don't know what I did! You... also did something with Lydia. I forced myself to forget it. I couldn't handle... all the memories. I'm sorry I asked you to stop..., but I think it worked. I slept well that night. Thank you.
- Note 2: Maybe you aren't so bad! I really enjoyed feeding the puppies! And that was a lot of fun. You taught me how to take care of them better. I feel like you warmed up to me a little bit! I'm not as afraid of you anymore, but I still feel like, I did something wrong or disappointed you. Maybe she just comes off that way? But there is a softness to her, I saw it. So I'm writing it down! Next time, I'll write down your name as well. Maybe she just needs a friend to talk to? We all need friends.
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 Her name is Halle Family Wolf Preserve She is getting Married to Kevin |
- Note 1: Halle is really nice and seems to be understanding of my condition! Her and Kevin seem so happy together. I got confused and thought Lydia and Vicky's wedding was theirs for a moment. She politely corrected me. I asked if I could come to their wedding and they said yes! I love weddings. But now I have to find a new dress. Halle also wrote down things for me so I wouldn't forget them. Which was very kind of you. I hope we do become friends and she is so very pretty, I want to know her secret! I think its her hair conditioner. I promise I won't tell! I just hope I don't catch the bouquet again at their wedding...even if I kinda want to.
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 His name is Kevin Family Wolf Preserve He is getting Married to Halle |
- Note 1: Kevin is getting married to Halle, also he is a CEO of some company. It sounds like a tough job. Him and Halle are so great for each other and they said I can go to the wedding! He... might be crazy though or maybe I am? He brought up a lot of things and words, I didn't quite understand. Words like "Tribe" and "Mages"...or the "Garou Nation". I didn't know what he was going on about, so I just bowed out of the conversation politely. A part of me wants to ask him more about it, but at the same time... unless I write it down. Does it really matter? Besides, Halle is really really nice, which means Kevin is probably just as good and hopefully for her sake, even better! I'm happy for you two, they are too cute! Just remind me about the wedding so I don't forget to come!
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| *Amnesia- Liv has chronic Amnesia and has difficulty forming long term and short term memories. She often carries around a polaroid camera and takes pictures of friends and acquittances.
*Dark Past- Liv was captured many years ago and used as a breeder for a BSD Hive pit. Most of her memories from that awful time period are erased. But still she is a mystery.
*Kinfolk- Liv is kinfolk, and while currently not familiar with many of the local Gaian's, she does her best to support the home team.
*Kleptomaniac- While not a thief in the general sense, Liv winds up stealing things due to unconscious behavior and innate stress. She has formed quite a large collection of items that wind up in her "Lost and Found" box by her door. She goes out of her way to try and return stolen goods, if she can remember when and who she took them from. (This is an RP hook, not a Risk Hook.)
*Self-Rescued- After years of attempting to steal the keys of her jailers at the Hive Breeding Pit, Jane Doe finally escaped her abductors. Left weak and near dead from the experience, Liv has slowly recovered. And begins forging a new life.
*Spirit Heritage- While mainly something only felt or noticed in Garou, Liv has connection to her own reservoirs of gnosis and shows signs of being closely related to some foreign spirit.
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 There are no colors, no form, no shape, life, and or death. Memories are but an illusion of a singular vessel. All things are truths, all things are lies. Reincarnation is only possible with the destruction of your former self. Drink deep of me and forget your sorrows. Drink deep of me and know all that there is to be. Just drink deep to enter Oblivion and be born anew. [ edit ]
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| Jane Doe was discovered near dead off the side of Highway 42, severely dehydrated and unconscious she was brought to Prospect Memorial Hospital for treatment. She had been heavily beaten and shown evidence of abuse and malnourishment lasting an unknown amount of years. The word 'Live' was cut deep into her left forearm and appeared to be self inflicted, however the 'e' from 'Live' was not as deep as the rest of the lettering, and the Amnesiac soon adopted the name of Liv. When asked if she could recall a last name, Liv replied with, "Liv, just Liv".
After a moderate stint at Prospect Memorial Hospital, with psychological testing for PTSD and numerous health exams to include MRI's and CAT scan's to identify the cause of her "Chronic Amnesia". Liv was eventually released to a local Woman's Shelter. She has slowly been reintegrating into society...
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