Dear Diary
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July 17
I want to barf. I already threw up like twice, but it's not enough. I took a shower and it's not enough. I still feel gross, slimy. Heavy. Wrong, wrong wrong. I feel... I don't know. I was so mad and he was such a creep and I was already sad and feeling alone and lost and he made me so mad. He called me a cunt and then when he spit... I lost my mind. I don't even remember the first punch. I wish I couldn't remember the feeling of ... that part of him getting hard. God I have to puke again. And when I kicked him and he... I will never be clean enough. I totally lost that fight. I beat him down and he still won because I can't stop feeling like my skin is crawling.
How do I make this stop?
